It always seems that anytime I feel like I've made any kind of progress with my problems...and I start to feel happy and upbeat about things, I get knocked right back down to square one and I have to start climbing back out of my little hole again. Does this ever happen to anyone else or is it just me?
It starts to get exausting. I feel like I have no more tears left but I still wanna cry. I'm even to the point that getting out of bed and facing the world every day is almost too much to take. I know that I can keep going...and I know that I can keep putting on my "happy face" so that no one knows how I'm really feeling, but these problems are getting the best of me...and chipping away and my usually happy and bubbly personality, and to be right honest with you it's pissing me off.
Sometimes it helps to just get it out...but since I don't feel like I can say it all out loud just yet I'll just type little snippets of my feelings...
Sorry for the little outburst.